Is anybody still there??

Hello! Happy 2009 and 2010! Yes, it has been THAT long since I have updated this blog.. am I ashamed? Yes, indeed. How has everyone's life been over the past year and a half? I noticed that almost all of the blogs I was following in 2008 have not been updated in about as long as this one.. great minds think alike perhaps?? haha... Ok time for some updates...(drumrollsssss)

-I MOVED!! I now live ALONE!!! in a great townhouse loft in Atlanta. (you have no clue how happy I am!)

-I now have 2 jobs! I got one of them back in 2008 I just forgot to blog it.. but I kind of both of them. Ok, hate is too strong... I don't really care for either of them.. yes, thats better. However, I will not make the mistake this time of quitting a job before having another one. no sir.

-The older beau and I broke up on Tuesday.. it was a ridiculous rollercoaster of a relationship for 1.5 years... the worst part is, I'm still giving him another month to get his act together and try and win me back.. (stupido yes I know)

-since my break up, I've already been asked on a date (by a guy I dated briefly in the beginning of '08 and who I also went to HS with [go figure] AND visited by an "ex" from college who drunkenly asked me to be his date to a mutual friend's wedding... there is hope for me yet.. haha

-I started graduate school!! I'm getting my MBA in Management. One of the smarter things I've done in the past year and change.

-I bought a new (used) car because my old car (my baby: Protehj (protege)) had run her course. It is a 98 Acura CL.. I love it in theory but not in reality because he (I just decided its gonna be a he..lol) is already giving my issues. The Check Engine light keeps coming back on.. and I think it has something to do with the transmission-esque area. Not the actual transmission but the Torque Converter thing.. I've been doing some research. So needless to say, that makes me QUITE unhappy. Once I get that fixed though, I'm hoping to really love him. hahah

-I had a roommate for a week.. trying to help a friend out, and she may have singlehandedly convinced me to never help another friend in need again.. haha.. (she WILL be getting a post dedicated to her soon)

... and there you have it. My life has had some definite excitements and improvements in the past... year.. but I'm still same old me.. same old man dramas... well not same same, but you get the drift.

Ok.. that's enough for tonight. I PROMISE to do better. I will try and blog at least twice a week for the next month.. how's that? :-)

~~Until next time,

MissPisces!

Where in the world is Carmen Sandiego? I mean.. MissPisces.

So its been what.. 5, 6 months? I know its been that long b/c thats about how long I've been dating my current beau/old man (he's about 20yrs older than me). HAHAh.. talk about your irony. It was like as soon as I rid myself of men, I got one. Well first I got a job working at this bar in the city... then I got persistently pursued by one of the owners.. then we went on a really really great date... then i got stuck.. for about a month and half we were in wonderful relationship bliss...then we fought every other day... then i broke up with him..for about 2 days.. then he broke up with me... for about a day.. then we were straight for about.. hmm 2 months or so... well probably longer.. then i got mad at him.. like really mad.. and i broke up with him on Sunday.. well I tried to rather. Ofcourse you know I went back to my good ole fail-safe.. the email. Whats funny is that at first, he didnt get the email on his blackberry... and like a dumbass I sent it again. lets say that was around like 3:30... He calls me around 6:30 like I can't believe you broke up with me in an email.. I start crying.. he's like are you sure you're not overreacting b/c of last night (he got drunk, missed our plans.. i got pissed)... I'm like its more than that..
him: Ive never been broken up with before, I thought that I was doing better, I'm so devastated....
me: I mean.. its just so much stuff..
him: you know if I let this ride I'm going to miss you..
me: huh? If you let this ride? what are you saying you would ignore my decision..
him: I don't want to break up..
me: oh.. ...
him: why are you crying? this was your decision...
me: I know.. but.. I don't know..
him: bout to walk into the club, can I call you when I walk out?..
me: sure..
Ok.. so there was def more to the convo than that.. but a couple hours later I end up riding with him to take his friend home... then he's like do you want to go to the drive in? (was where we ended up at on our first date) [no not for sex!] so we basically went on a date instead of breaking up.. we didnt really talk about much.. we saw Four Christmases (HILARITY!!!) and the end of Cadillac Records.. (Beyonce was a bit of a disappointment).. and I pretty much knew that my attempted break up wasnt going to stick. lol.. I wasnt going to be able to hold it up. So yeah by Tuesday we pretty much were back to normal.. we even had another date night which was very fun lol ;-).. I say even had another b/c he is like seriously a work-a-holic and has little free time most days.. like he def postponed at least 3 work things to do our date night.. which means that ofcourse I havent gotten to see him since Tuesday.. but we do have plans tomorrow night since I'm going out of town for Christmas on Sunday. anywho.. thats the brief update on me for now.. I'm def gonna make an effort to be more active on the blogging again.. until next time.

Finally! It has happened to me!

So! finally things have slowed down a bit! In EVERY way!

Mr. AK- came to this comedy show thing with me and some friends, took me to breakfast couple days later... then disappeared. The best part is.. I'm not distraught, upset, or sad about it. I figure its for the best. I dont feel like chasing him.. or anyone else for that matter. If he wants me he can put in some effort. I mean, I know I was the one who cut him off.. so thats why I contacted him again first.. but I think if he really wants me he would call or something so.. not to worried about it.

The HS Ex- Decided that its really just not there.. I mean I really wish it was b/c he is a great guy and I know he'd treat me wonderfully.. but I just can't do it.. be in a relationship with someone that I feel no spark with.. just can't make it happen.

Mr. Chef- another one that I wasn't really feeling it with.. things got really busy and hectic for a bit when i first started working at this restaurant... so I just slowly let things die down. Its for the best.. I just wasnt feelin it. I think he hit me up over the weekend on yahoo IM and was like "when are you coming back over?" um seriously? you think i'm going to drive 45 minutes to come see you again? HA

And that's it!!! I'm seriously seriously seriously out of fellows...and happy about it!! It took me a whole extra month to get rid of them all..but maybe now I can do me for a month FOR real! Get my business together and truly up and running! I want to get my business license by the end of September, liquor license by October, Insurance by November. I have my website up and running, now I need to advertise and get some clientele.

Sidenote- I'm rereading this book called "The Rules"..its about how to date to get a husband (LOL).. but it has some interesting pointers. I figured that once I start dating again, I'm gonna try them out. I mean what can it hurt? Obviously what Ive been doing for the past however many years isnt working.. or else I'd be boo'd the hell up right now right? yeah.. so I'll keep you posted on that. too

Where the hell am I?!

I know, I know, I've been really MIA... I do have some updatage for you.. but I'm exhausted.. I have started working at a bar in town and have not gotten home before 4 any night this week.

Mr. Chef has kind of died down.. well had pretty much.. i did go to a lounge with him and a couple of his friends last week.. it was fun, but i must face the fact that I'm just not that into him.. I can't force it.. shucks LOL

Started chillin with my ex from HS... he was really in love with me.. me, not so much but def care about him lots.. very mixed feelings about that situation right now... more details later.

Got free guest list for a comedy club in town and passed the mass text invite to Mr. AK.. I dont know I guess I kind of miss him.. but I dont really know in what way... we semi started a text convo but I have no service at work soo... perhaps we'll pick it back up tomorrow..

Randomly texted Texas...me: " Man, why couldnt you just act right" Him:"I did, you just kicked me to the curb." Me:" whatever, you know good and well you werent b/c if you were, I'd still be there... I just got tired of hoping.." Him: ....silence or the text never came through!!! LMAO!!!! Don't really know why I did that.. but whatever did it, he's still an idiot... and now I'm all together done.. No longer hoping he'll come around after getting the boot. :-( womp womp

Okay.. I need sleep I have a busy weekend.. will try to get more details for you on the next post. tata