So! finally things have slowed down a bit! In EVERY way!
Mr. AK- came to this comedy show thing with me and some friends, took me to breakfast couple days later... then disappeared. The best part is.. I'm not distraught, upset, or sad about it. I figure its for the best. I dont feel like chasing him.. or anyone else for that matter. If he wants me he can put in some effort. I mean, I know I was the one who cut him off.. so thats why I contacted him again first.. but I think if he really wants me he would call or something so.. not to worried about it.
The HS Ex- Decided that its really just not there.. I mean I really wish it was b/c he is a great guy and I know he'd treat me wonderfully.. but I just can't do it.. be in a relationship with someone that I feel no spark with.. just can't make it happen.
Mr. Chef- another one that I wasn't really feeling it with.. things got really busy and hectic for a bit when i first started working at this restaurant... so I just slowly let things die down. Its for the best.. I just wasnt feelin it. I think he hit me up over the weekend on yahoo IM and was like "when are you coming back over?" um seriously? you think i'm going to drive 45 minutes to come see you again? HA
And that's it!!! I'm seriously seriously seriously out of fellows...and happy about it!! It took me a whole extra month to get rid of them all..but maybe now I can do me for a month FOR real! Get my business together and truly up and running! I want to get my business license by the end of September, liquor license by October, Insurance by November. I have my website up and running, now I need to advertise and get some clientele.
Sidenote- I'm rereading this book called "The Rules"..its about how to date to get a husband (LOL).. but it has some interesting pointers. I figured that once I start dating again, I'm gonna try them out. I mean what can it hurt? Obviously what Ive been doing for the past however many years isnt working.. or else I'd be boo'd the hell up right now right? yeah.. so I'll keep you posted on that. too
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