first the thank you's to any/all of you who had well wishes and/or prayers and/or thoughts for me, my family, and my grams. Today she went to her consultation with the neurosurgeon and she will be having surgery on Thursday (hopefully to remove it). I've seen her twice since I got the news. The first time I went was last Friday. It was def. an experience for me because for 1. I am not good with sick people. Not in a derogatory way, just in a .... that is def. one of my major limitations in life. and 2.) It really just hurt my heart to see my Grams just not herself. She got confused and distracted easily, she wasn't as lively as usual, and just kind of distant. Now don't get me wrong, she still has her mind.. we still gossiped a bit and made jokes.. but just not the same. I saw her again last night b/c my dad (her son) is in town and staying at her house.. she seemed in better spirits yesterday too. That def made me happy... any who.. I don't want to dwell too much on this because I know she wouldn't want that.. I'm anticipating Thursday and just hoping things go well..
In other news...
The date with Mr. Pisces.. did not happen. Oddly enough I ended up going on a pseudo date with.. I want to call him an ex, but we never had official titles but lots of feelings.. umm lets call him Mr. Sensitive.. in order for you to fully understand our pseudo date you will have to know our not so great history.. I'm currently at work though so.. I'm going to publish this post.. and then tell that story it in a bit.. stay tuned...
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